Happy New Year to everyone
I havent been on for a while, as I try to get things back to 'normal'. A year ago I was just starting my treatment for stage 2b, and I have been keeping really busy trying to make this Jan a good one, to help forget ...... But tomorrow is MRI day, and I am starting to panic. Not about the scan, but what it might show. My sensible side says everything is fine, but then I have a twinge or a niggle and that sets me off panicing about it being back, because I had symptons for some months before I originally went to the drs ....... I know im being daft, but when Im sat down relaxing the 'dark' thoughts start to sneek in .... How do others handle the 'dark' thoughts ? I dont have any specific symptons, but do get a few niggles in my abdomen and sometimes in my kidney area (Im sure this is when I dont drink enough). Reading other posts I know some of you ladies post treatment have similar moments and it can be really difficult, but how do you put those thoughts to rest ?