My head has just gone back 2 years to when first diagnosed and I am shaking with fear. I had a phonecall from the appointments dept of my treating hospital, asking me if I can come for a 'review' appointment next Wednesday, 5 days time. They never normally contact you by phone, it is always a letter with the appointment details and usually at least 3 weeks in advance of the appointment, you never get it this quick unless it is bad news.
I have been having issues since Aug/Sep with pains etc and have had mri 2 weeks ago. This will be to discuss the results of what it showed and I have a bad feeling about it. My insides have not felt normal for weeks - the pains have been so strange, moving about from hip to hip, then tail bone then to just under my left rib, now just under my right rib and still there. My bladder has given me cause for concern since about Aug also - so I just believe that it's all linked.
I feel I have just been plunged back into the despair I felt at first diagnosis.