So the day has come I officially return to work tomorrow and I’m excited!! Sad I know! I’ve been so poorly over my treatment that I wasn’t able to walk some days let alone clean my house or cook so this is a huge milestone for me. Maybe I’m returning too soon but we will see.
I need to have normality in my life as I refuse for the concerto control me and take over my life. Saying that I seem to of had all of December with no appointments now they’re bombarding me with them this month!
I’ve recently been thinking about what the results of the treatment are going to be and I’ve been worried - I suppose I was in denial when I was diagnosed and throughout my treatment now it seems be hitting me. I was suppose to of had my pet scan today but I cancelled it I couldn’t face it. I’ve rebooked it and will be asking someone to come with me.
I feel like I’m being silly and can’t talk to friends or family cus they don’t understand.
Sorry to go on