It has been a while since i last posted. I was hoping after my last op everything would go back to normal.
After i had my son in 2010 a smear test came back normal. 8 months later they gave me another due to abnormal bleeding etc, this cameback cin3. Because the area needing treated was large the doctor suggested i had surgery instead. I got over it.
Fastforward a year or so. The abnormal bleeding returned and i was referred to gyne for possible erosion of the cervix as well as a smear. The smear came back clear and i was relieved. A few weeks possibly 2 months later my appointment came round. The nurse said my cervix is not erroding but a large area of abnormal cells were present. I had a biopsy and was not prepared at all. I cant get my head around the clear result only weeks before.
I asked the doc about this and he said there 2 possibilities. 1# the smear missed it but he cant see how since they took a large sample. I was due a smear in November but because of bleeding they didnt do it until May (i was still bleeding) so they took a large sample. 2#he suggested my cells are turning abnormal at a very fast rate.
I drove myself insane first time round and this time i just feel numb. I cant believe this is happening again and i cant look to a future where this is constantly going to be an issue. I couldnt think about anything else the first time round and i know i drove my family to the brink of insanity so im keeping it to myself this time.
I just want to take this opportunity to thank everyone on here, for me this site saved my sanity and although im playing the horrible waiting game again, i couldnt ask for better support and advice. Thank you Jo's Trust and thank you to all you brave and insightful lovely women.
Heres to a happy healthy future!!!