I've heard today I'm booked in at Gartnavel for my PET Scan on Tuesday then back again on wed to meet the Oncologist at the Beatson. I've arranged for sitters for the girls as apparently I will be radioactive for 8 hours after ☹
I'm terrified it's spread at my meeting last week the nurse specialist said there was a lymph node they weren't sure about, I've been told it's slightly touching my bladder which would explain the constant dampness!!
Bad language alert .............
The guy I work for (not the main boss he's really nice) is an absolute gossiping wee .... I held off from telling him because I knew he would spread the word. Stupidly when I got my diagnosis I allowed them to tell him on the proviso he didn't shout it from the rooftops.
I arrive at work on Monday and he starts telling me about people he knows at court who have had similar but worse cases to me and they're all back at work f#xk sake I don't even know what im facing till after my scan but no he's transformed from lawyer to Dr!
Trying to focus in myself and my hubby and kids but he's giving me the absolute rage I'm working tomorrow and can' even look at him.
I told the 52 year old woman I jobs share with last week and her response was - well don't think I'm shaving my hair off in support I wouldn't the jabba the hut look and then sent me a gif of a woman crying shaving her hair off and suggested an office shaveathon!! wtaf I'm sorry for the rant but someone please tell me I'm not being daft x