Two years ago I had abnormal high grade cells and had my cervix frozen. I was supposed to come back 6 months after that, but it ended up being more like 16. Dumb, I know.
Last month I had a super short period. Short is normal for me, buy literally 2 days then completely stopped. About three days after that I had a lot of red blood after sex. I figured my period just wasn't totally done. I continued to spot a few days after that. I googled it and saw bleeding after sex is a cc symptom, and boom, panic mode. I spotted on and off all cycle.
So I immediately booked that appointment that I was behind on. Doctor said my cervix was sensitive and bleeding easily. The result was low grade, which I only know because I peaked at the chart. I don't know why no one explained this. Anyway, I had a coloscopy and I have to wait 3 weeks and I feel ill. I just have this gut feeling I have cancer.
I'm a widow with three kids, and I can't stand the thought of leaving them alone. I feel like these weeks of not knowing are going to be impossible, and I don't want to tell my mom and freak her out, or my boyfriend because he wants more kids and I know what usually happens to fertility with cc. So here I am, another scared newbie who just had to get this out.