Get back from PET today… It sees my two lymph nodes, though they didn’t lit up as bright as they normally do with the metastasis. However the specialist can’t say ‘yes’ or ‘no’, and will now analyze the results by 3mm layers (or how it’s called). All definitive results next week … more waiting …
I start to believe the worst I just don’t understand what else might make these two lymph nodes be bigger/inflammed other than cancer. It’s been a month between two scans, so no ‘decreasing’ dynamics in their sizes. I feel myself great physically, though i have a slightly swollen pubic area and maybe in abdominal as well. I see it myself, though my doctor didn’t see ‘anything worrisome’.
Leaving for a weekend in order to stay away from the internet and spend some quality time with my lovely husband.
But have a horrible feeling