Well the day is nearly here and i cant explain the feelings i have at the moment, i am scared, worried but more importantly i feel very protective of my family and dont want them to have to watch me go through this horrific time.
I was diagnosed with Stage 1B2 cancer on the 19th November and since then everything has been building to this date.
The hospital have been brilliant and have told me what to expect which i guess is where the worried and scared feelings come from.
So off i go on the 31st December at 7am and i guess my life will never be the same again following the radical hysterectomy that takes place.
I have asked my family to not come to see me on the 31st as i have been told i wont really know much about what is going on and i dont want them to see me like that…
From your own experiences, what can i expect and when will i start to feel relatively normal again…well as normal as you can?