I have 2 young children and not a great amount of family support. I went for a smear about 2months ago (ish) which came back showing abrnomal cells. Was referred for a coloscopy and was told there and then it was CIN3 high grade changes so it was best to have them removed. I had them removed under LA. I had an appointment with a consultant last week who has said I have to go for an MRI and I had bloods taken too.
Am I the only one that is going through this and doesnt feel anything? I'm reading this forum and everyone seems traumatised, upset and angry. I have just carried on with normal life. My other half barely mentions it. Nothing seems to have changed. I received an app letter in the post today with Macmillian leaflets etc - It just feels like its happening to someone else. Ive told close family and a couple of friends and played it down so I don't think anyone actually thinks there is anything wrong.
Just feeling totally numb and a bit lost.