Went to see my consultant yesterday to go over everything he told me last week, incase I didn’t take it all in with the shock of how severe my condition was. He hasn’t told me at what stage I am and I’m to scared to ask if I’m honest. What I do know is that mine is a complex case, where its came from the cervix gone up into my pelvic wall, sitting on my urethra, Fallopian tubes and has penetrated my bladder! now I’m not some naive little girl I have seen at what it maybe is I just don’t want them words from the consultants mouth.
He has said I’m having radical treatment of chemo first and then radiotherapy to try to shrink and contain it within my pelvic area as it hasn’t spread anywhere else thank god! I do feel a little more up beat i know it’s still not good but I’m a happy person anyway and I don’t want my kids seeing me crying or moaning all of the time I will save it till I go to bed.
My family have been amazing and they all want up come with me for my first treatment next week, I think this novelty will wear off.
Also I have read up on apricot kernals which are meant to help shrink tumours! I have had my dad and sister trying to find out the pros and cons also asked my doctor yesterday and he said every little helps and it can’t do no harm! so that’s what I’m doing, also green tea and lots of green veg the greener the better!