Good morning ladies,
Have not managed to log on recently - annoying problems with the home computer and everytime I tried to post on the i-pad it seemed to have a mind of its own - but it has been great to see a lot of the regulars getting great news over the past couple of weeks.
I have been feeling a little overwhelmed over the last couple of weeks it seems letters were arriving daily and then the appointment list for my chemoradiation also came through on the same day I had the longest letter ever listing all they had done so far with results etc.. and I have to be honest it made me fill like sh*t....
It seems my diagnosis is also different after the pathology results they have now changed my grading from 1a2 to 11a2 and also they have changed it to carcinosarcoma with extensive neuroendocrine differeniation - and nobody thought to tell me this before i had the letter - it also says extensive LVSI and positive lymph nodes ( the lymph nodes I did know about) - this has all left me feeling DIRTY and SOILED.
Anyway back to reality I start my chemoradiation treatment on Mon 15th April for five and a half weeks followed by intravaginal brachytherapy and have been told that because I have already had a extensive hyst just 7 weeks ago my side effects could be worse - so I am after advice from anyone who might have travelled this same journey.
Sorry if it sounds like I'm having a moan but just feeling a bit rubbish mentally with all this at the mo.
Thankyou and lets hope the sun comes out today that always makes me feels better.