Hello, this is my first post here
10 days ago I had a dodgy smear result. I'm 34 and hadn't had a smear test in years after nurses finding it difficult and causing pain etc.
I'd had lots of miscarraiges and while doing tests they did a smear. I then went into have colposcopy under GA and they fast tracked the results.
Yesterday I was called back in and was told its cervical cancer. The gynae-oncologist stage he thinks it's top end of stage 1 but needs to do the scans etc.
I've had some pain in my abdo, likely bladder although I didn't realise it for about 3-4 weeks so I think it's actually spread and i'm going to die. I'm angry at the doctors for predening everything was ok at the colposcopy appointments and saying it looked like CIN2-3 when in reality the gynae-oncologist who stepped in at the procedure said it was extremely abnormal and looked cancerous and noone told me despite me asking. I feel like they will do the scans and it will actually come back stage 3 or 4 and not 1 like they've said because I can't trust what they say.
I really want to talk to someobne but its saturday, all helplines are closed and i'm slowly dying inside with this massive sense of foreboding hanging over me.
please help me.....