Good Afternoon :)
i am new to this sight and im just looking for advice and kind words. In december i found out that my pap was abnormal and i have high grade cells. I went in for a colposcopy a few weeks later and it wasnt a very comfy thing for me to go through after waitng 2 weeks for my results and nearly pulling my hair out the results where inconclusive. so now i must go in for another colposcopy this month. im very afraid of the results im young and never thought this is what id be going through at the age of 24. i know many people say that there is such a small chance its the c word but i cant help if my nerves get the best of me..... im hoping to know my true results soon. I dont like to wait makes me feel like its forming the more time i just sit and wait for the results. I hope that this colposcopy will go smooth like the first and actually give me some clear information about whats going on with me. i have never been through anything like this nor have i known anyone that has gone through this. im over this waiting game would just like to know so i can move past this.
i appreciate you listening to me whine i hope you all have a wonderful day :)