Hi all I'm new here so please bear with me ....
I am a 31 year old mother of 4.
I've always kept up to date with all my smears.
Just recently had my 4th one and the results have come back low grade dyskaryosis high risk hpv.
I am a worrier by nature and this has completely sent me into overdrive and meltdown.
Reading through the posts I can see I shouldn't be overly worried but I just can't help it.
I look at my kids (especially my 15 month old) and I just want to cry.
My back story is ........had my youngest in April 2014.
Bled once waters went and didn't stop bleeding for 9 months!!!
My doctor is a gynaecologist so she said to go on the pill ....I did it didn't help in fact I think it was worse.
Went back put on strong hormone tablets for 3 weeks ....They worked but as soon as I stopped taking them the bleeding started
Went back put on a different pill .....didn't work
Went back yet again had a swab down there and back on hormone tabs and another pill.
Phoned for results a week later told all clear no further action.
Later that day (5:45) my doctor calls telling me I had an infection and needed to start antibiotics right away she'll wait for me to get there.
Started the 10 day course straight away.
A week after finishing them I was still bleeding so went back and she said I really don't know what to do .....you had an infection the antibiotics should have cleared it which will stop the bleeding.
She prescribed me another type of pill and said no point doing a swab again as we gave antibiotics for it already.
By Christmas I'd had enough and decided to stop taking the pill and just let me body regulate itself.
By February 2015 it seemed to slow down and March I actually had a break.
A year after my boy was born it looked like my periods were back to normal and life could go on.
I asked the docs for a smear as I knew I'd missed it cos of the bleeding they told me no!!
3 times I asked for one cos I like to keep things like that up to date in the end I lied and told them I received a letter telling me to book one.
Finally had my smear early July 2015 I felt something was wrong straight away.
She went all quiet and I bled a bit and the testing pot was red with blood.
I got my results back last Wednesday (22nd) with low grade dyskaryosis high risk hpv.
Told I will receive a date for a colposcopy in 4-6 weeks!!!
Nervous as he'll now as to what the outcome will be.
Sorry it's so long but I haven't told anyone so have had no chance to get this off my chest and with the kids being on their summer holidays now I can't even sit and read up as well as I could if they were in school.
Thanx for reading xx