I'm just looking for somewhere to get a little support really.
Had a smear test (routine) end of August and results came back with high grade dyskaryosis. So they got me an appointment for colposcopy. I went for this last week (3/9) and they did a LLETZ right there and then. It wasn't pleasant, of course. I'm scared of the results coming back though. The nurses who did the colposcopy were lovely and kind, but I'm bricking it. I have 2 young children and we have already lost their father to cancer. This situation for me now is not fun at all. My family have not thought to ask me how I am doing. They have also forgotten my son's first day at primary school.
I am angry and upset. And just to make things even nicer for me, I've got my period now and can't use any tampons or anything. I feel disgusting.