Hello everyone. I am from the U.S. And I will be going today for a screening that I know is not going to go well. I had issues long ago that I never took care of...I know there is a major problem and I am afraid of a stage 4 diagnosis that will take me away from my kids. I am so scared I feel like I am going to be sick. I hate this. I feel so stupid for allowing things to get to this point.
The best thing to do is try not to let it worry you. Difficult, I know! The main point is that you are going for a screening today. If this indeed shows up any problems, you will be told as soon as they know what these problems are. (if any)
Until then, it's best to try and not worry yourself over something you don't really know is wrong. Definitely don't go googling anything as that can drive and sane person crazy with worry!
Do let us know how you get on. Hope all goes well for you xxx