Hi everyone. Look time reader, first-time poster. Apologies for the long and graphic post, but I feel like I need to speak to someone....anyone!
I have been going for regular smear tests for a few years now. They've always come back with a clear result...until this year
I turned 30 on the 16th August and decided to "treat" myself to a smear on the 15th August!
My periods have been really irregular for quite some time, and I have been bleeding after sex for a while also. I just put this down to my cycle being messed up as I came off the pill 1.5 years ago as we're trying for a baby.
My smear test came and went, and I didn't think anything of it.
A couple of weeks later, I received a letter advising that they found high-risk HPV and I would need to come in for a Colposcopy.
The lady at my local Colposcopy clinic was AMAZING! She could tell I was worried so reassured me that HPV DID NOT mean cancer, and it also DID NOT mean that myself or my partner had been unfaithful. These were all the stupid thoughts going through my head!!
Anyway. The Colposcopy came and went, and they took a biopsy.
A couple of weeks later, I received a letter to say they had found CIN2 cells and I would have to come in for a LLETZ.
Now, don't get me wrong, the LLETZ wasn't the most painful thing in the world, but it certainly wasn't pleasant.....
My LLETZ was 2 weeks ago and, as expected, I am still bleeding. Only, the past couple of days I have been bleeding so heavy I'm having to change my pad every hour. I went to the doctor about this last night and she basically told me that it's my period and to go home.
I personally don't agree, and panic every time I go to the bathroom as there is a new, very large, clot! I'm also starting to feel very down, weak and exhausted, which I've never felt before. Its probably just my paranoia!
I haven't had any results back from my LLETZ and I don't expect to receive them for another week or so, but I'm really starting to panic now!
So my question to anyone who is still reading is, after your LLETZ, did anyone else start to feel really weak? And is it normal to feel as alone and depressed as I'm feeling at the moment?
I know my husband is there, and he will listen to me, but he just doesn't understand....
Thanks xxx