Hi ladies hope everyone is doing ok? Just thought I'd check in because I haven't for a while. So this Is my last week of treatment before I start my brachytherapy it's been a quick 5 weeks I must say although very tiring/draining and all the kind ladies who replied to my posts regarding treatment before I started was right in saying it can be rough but it is doable so if any one reading is about to start treatment then I would remember that because that helped me Knowing that even when I was feeling quite rubbish I knew I could get thru it. So I had a MRI today for the positioning of the rods for brachytherapy and it was 8 weeks exactly to the day when I was diagnosed and Lying on the bed waiting for my MRI so I could be staged. The scan was ok I wasn't nervous strangely quite relaxed! But now the panic has set in knowing i will get some sort of idea on how it's gone, my nurse has told me this is not to see how am getting on because treatment hasn't finished but it hasn't made me feel any less nervous! It just takes me back to beginning of that fear of the unknown! Sorry to go on! But here is the only place were I feel you ladies understand. So thanks for listening! I apreciate it.