hi again tess hope u feeling ok today.. I have been to docs a few times now, and just dont seem to be getting any were. The nurse who took my swabs said it could be just down to the lletz, but its been nine wks already, or she said hormonal think i spelt that wrong.
My biopsy results came bk as cin 3 high grade changes, and i got my results through the post for that about two wks after, they said if it was not that i would get a call to go in, so i was really happy when the letter confirmed cin 3. The waiting for results was the worse part as the fear i felt was the worst thing i have felt. My results from the llezt said they seem to think they got it all but never said out about clear margins, so i rang to ask about this and agin never got a clear answear, so i guess they were not clear. And i am due bk in september for my six month check, and to be honest i am not coping well as just feel like my lifes on hold as i try to think positive about it but the worry never leaves you. my results from the llezt took about two wks to get bk to and also came by letter.
so i am just at a point were i get up and try not to think to much about it as its not doing me any good, its not gunna change things is it.... My family tell me not to worry, but they just dont get it, i think you have to go through it to understand thats why this forum is brill.
Tess you are not being silly worrying its totally normal to be feeling the way you are, but i will say try and keep ur self busy, dont let it take over you. I have my fingers crossed for you that all goes well. Its good that u having GA and you feel ok about that, they will take good care off you i am sure. Write a few things down that you want to ask when there, as this always helps as i had loads of questions to ask but went blank when i got there,so write it down so you dont forget.
Take care tess, drop a line anytime i will try my best to help any way i can. love sky x x x