I had my smear test on Sept 2nd and after coloscopy, biopsies and a LLETZ procedure, I was diagnosed two days ago with squamous cell carcinoma and adenocarcinoma. It's looking like stage one.
I have a CT scan on Friday and then mri on Monday, so we'll know more after that.
I just feel like my head is spinning though! I have a genetic condition that took 12 years of various tests and appointments to diagnose, so hospital etc just feels normal for me. The problem is just how fast everything is happening.
I also always thought I'd be more alarmed if I got told I had cancer, but I'm ok with it. I think it's because it's stage one or maybe because its just yet more medical stuff.
I think I'll feel better once all the scans are done and I know exactly what the treatment will be. The limbo feeling of not knowing is horrible!
