Hi lovely ladies
Sorry to bother you all with this. I’m having a mini freak out before my results on Monday. It’s been a 2 week wait from diagnosis to meeting for results ( I had MRI’s on Weds). I appreciate that is a quick turnaround and some of you have had to wait much longer than this!
Now the date is fast approaching I do and don’t want to know at the same time ( obviously I do want to know really!) and am getting worked up about the meeting and what they might tell me.
We know so far it’s at least 1b1 (not exactly sure how they know that, but something to do with the dimensions, as the tumour is sitting behind the wall of the cervix and has come through some of the tissue) so we need to determine whether I can have trachelectomy or whether I will need chemo/radio.
I guess I’m really freaking out that it is much worse and my mind is playing tricks on me. I have had no symptoms at all, but now every little thing I feel I’m stressing out that it is something to do with the cancer. I am swinging from being in a very rational mind set to complete panic!!
I know no one can tell me what the results are going to be, but wanted to reach out to you on here to see if you had similar worries and concerns pre-results.
I will have both my mum and boyfriend at the appointment so plenty of ears to take in information.
Also - any particular questions I should be asking about the facts? Type of cancer etc?
Thanks a LOT in advance