Its been a while since i last posted here i remember its been 4monhs the time found out my metastasis.
I decided not to receive the chemo treatment that time cause im so afraid i cannot handle it instead i look for other alternative way,a friend of mine introduce mo to china cancer hospital where they have alternative treatments not only surgery,chemo or radio. Now its been 4moths when i started here the offer a treatment plan for my situation which i receive seed implantation hwich the will plant those little seeds direct to the tumor and it worked!
What really upset me know is the late side effect from my radiation last year,3 weeks before i had bleeding from my rectum and it really scares me i went to see a doctors and they all said i might have te radiotherapy side effect and when i come back in china the confirmed it is radiation damage tough their managing to stop the blooding cause i lost lots of blood...radiation really sucks!!!! i hate it i hate this feeling!
And one more upsetting news ct scan result is not good i have mets in my liver already also still small so they decided to treat it right away of seed implantaion again.im just saddend about metastasis,my mind is so full hoping it will stop...is there any ladies out there have mets some parts of their organs already? i have 3 kids i cant help to cry everytime i think of them i dont wanna leave them so early i want a longer life i wanna see them grow up my heart really breaks.I feel so down this past few days thinking how many years i still have...wish theres something to do about metastasis.....
Pease give me hope!!