I know how you both feel also waiting anxiously for results.
First abnormal smear two years ago, had colposcopy which was fine just a small biopsy, results came back HPV present but no action required should clear on its own, call back in 1 year.
Following smear was told it was normal. So assumed I would go back to 3 year call back but not informed by previous docotr.
Registered with new doctor a couple of months ago and was informed my smear was due, questioned it as last one was normal so I thought and was told my last smear was actually borderline so call back was set for a year, lucky my new doctors were on the ball.
So another smear 1 month ago came back abnormal, called by hospital with result and booked in for Colposcopy 2 days later which scared me straight away. Coloposcopy was on 8th August, consultant words were 'your cells look very bad so we are going to do LLETZ treatment today to take a large chunk away' was a bit shocked so regretably didn't ask alot of questions. LLETZ was not a good experience, missed a bit when putting the local anaesthetic in so felt the last bit as she pulled the loop round....ouch! Then she couldn't stop the bleeding for half an hour. Felt very drained and sore for a good few days after.
The wait is unbearable, can't get it out of my mind. I have a very good doctor who has tried to put my mind at rest as much as she can. I had to visit her for a water infection 3 days after treatment, She then called me a few days after that to check how I was feeling and sensed I was not in a good place emotionally so called me in to talk. She had a look at my notes from the hospital and told me they found CGIN changes but they are only in the cervix so even if the results show the cells are cancerous it would be very treatable.
Was told by the consultant the results would be about two weeks. We are now two and a half weeks down the line, family and close friends that know all keep telling me the longer I don't hear then surely the better the news, I nod and agree I know they are just trying to be supportive but really I am thinking that is easy for you to say its not you waiting!
Keeping my fingers crossed for us all to get good results and soon!
Sending Love and Hugs x