Living in the shadow of High Risk HPV

I guess at nearly 59 years of age I will have to live with this for the rest of my life? I have to wait until April next year before returning to clinic for yet more tests and the long wait for results. It’s been several years now since first being diagnosed with this. I feel as if if not now it’s going to be a death sentence and I will succumb to cervical cancer eventually? Am I the only one thinking this? Is there anybody who can share their experience? I don’t know anybody else with this condition at my age and thank you for listening :slight_smile: