I had my letter come through on 12th September (I was on holiday) after waiting 4 weeks to say I have high grade (severe) dyskaryosis. I am absolutely terrified!
I have my colposcopy booked for tomorrow. Half of me thinks that they would have called me if it was really bad news but I am so scared I can't even begin to explain. I haven't eaten or slept.
The thing I'm worried about the most is that they are going to tell me tomorrow that I have cancer. I hate the thought that after tomorrow I will have to wait another 1 to 2 weeks for the next batch of results.
Please can someone reassure me!