Hi all me again with another moan I'm soo sorry I feel like right selfish cow writing this down but nowhere else to turn.
so I'm 3 week post op, had my catheter out 7 days ago and told margins clear no further treatment required 6 days ago ..................... So why do I feel like utter crap when I know I'm so lucky with how easy I got off with the big C.
i honestly feel like everyday I get up with the intention to cease the day get out there but by the time I'm up and dressed I'm in that much pain and shattered I can't go anywhere.
my newest pain is like a very big pressure on/in my vagina with a sharp stabbing pain every now and again, any ideas ???
im also leaking fluid I don't know it it's from uretha or vagina or what it is but within 1-2 hours my knickers are soaked (sorryTMI) anyone else experienced this.
Should also mention I'm on my second lot of antibiotics for a UTI from when catheter was in don't even know if there working.
anyway I know some of you are probably thinking she should be happy and believe me I want to be just can't seem to shake myself.
I'd appreciate any feedback at all going to ring the McMillan nurse tomorrow see what she says also.
thanks in advance and hoping all you women struggling out there get through this bullshit that is cancer !!