Sorry for the late reply my laptop packed up. I had the MRI and was confirmed was stage 1B2 but when they did the colposcopy they took over half the tumour away when they did the lletz so at present the tumour is just over 12mm by 5mm. I have my pre op on the 4th march and a radical hysterectomy on the 6th. They offered me the opetion of the trachelectomy to preserve my fertility but I couldnt take any more chances and just want it out of my body and to start getting better for my kids. I'm devastated I wont be able to have any more children as this has ade me and my husband realise we would have loved another. But onwards and upwards. Im so scared I wont wake up from the operation Ive written my girls and my hubby a letter each.
I would love to do a blog but have no idea where to start. I also want to punch the next person who says how lucky I am to have my girls as if I dont already know that I thank my lucky stars everyday for them doesnt make it any easier the fact i cant have anymore. :(
Thanks again for your replies. xx