Hi all I posted yesterday for those of you who didn't see I'll start from the beginning, I had a smear 3 months ago which came back abnormal I was then seen at the hospital a week later for colposcopy and loop treatment, which for me I found quite an easy process. Then the wait for results I was feeling quite positive that the treatment worked and that would be it, I was then contacted by the receptionist 5 weeks later to say I had severe cin 3 and would need a follow up appointment for the 20th of this month for maybe more treatment. I then out of the blue at 8:30 yesterday morning get a call from the hospital again to say I know we said treatment was going well and it's not what u want to hear right now but can you come in tomorrow morning at 9:10 the consultant needs to speak to you....instant panic at this point I'm 28 and suppose you seem to think your too young and invincible thinking all will fine.
so I went to my appointment this morning the only words I heard were cin 3, cgin and invasive cancer I cried calmed down then more was discussed that I need a cone biopsy in theatre to see how much cancer etc and they have advised me that a hysterectomy is going to be a good option for me I have 3 children not that's not an issue.
Thing is everyone around me seems so upset and I don't seem to have any emotion towards it, is this normal? I mean am I in shock I don't think it's really hit me yet, consultant said Im far from out of the woods yet and to expect a lot of hospital appointments.
sorry for going on just be nice to talk to people in the same situation xxxx