This is going to seem like a really small and insignificant thing but I just needed to write it down and share is somewhere where people would understand (my co-workers are lovely but they'll think I'm nuts!).
My work is pretty chilled out so I can have my phone on my desk. I just had a call from an unknown number that I only saw (my phone's on silent so was just flashing) towards the end of the call. I immediately felt sick and scared and my head started spinning. Then the little 'you have a voicemail' icon popped up. I'm still shaking.
Basically, my problem is although I've been discharged for a checkup with my GP in 6 months (roll on March!!) I'm still terrified everytime a private number or even a number I don't know calls me. I think somehow the hospital are calling me to tell me they made a mistake with my resutls.
I know it's totally ridiculous and I need to chill out about the whole thing and it's definitely not healthy lol, but I just can't stop my reaction! Has anyone got any tips on how to control my ridiculous mind? lol.
Becky x x x