Hi I'm new, and I'm stressed/worried/arrrggghh
I recently had a colposcopy and biopsy as my smear test came back abnormal. Was told when I went for the colposcopy that I had a high grade abnormality? Anywho, they done the biopsy and said I would have to wait 6-8 weeks for the results, of which would propbably be an op to remove the abnormal cells. I waited 7 weeks for the dreaded letter, and it was in fact an operation date. However, when I called the hospital to discuss what this op was for (it wasn't written in the letter) they told me it was for another colposcopy as the results for the first one were inconclusive?!? What does this mean?! I am so scared, these cells have been left to develop inside me for nearly 2 months already and I still have to wait until 4th november for the second colposcopy, and I no doubt say I will have to wait for results of that too.
Like most people nowadays, my family has been hit hard by cancer in the past, I lost my mum, nan and great nan from cancer and the thought of me having it and leaving my precious 3 year old boy behind terrifies me. My period is also late, I'm sure its the stress of everything but what if it isn't and I'm pregnant too, what happens then?
Please let somebody else have gone through this. I don't know what to prepare myself for