found this forum whilst searching for answers!
Had my smear in Jan,dd was nearly 5 mnths.Results came back "moderate".
So had my colposcopy today....fully expecting answers & to feel relief. But have to wait for results on biopsy before treatment.
Was told she thinks it's cin2/cin3 & will def need treatment.
However I looked at the monitor to see the cervix prior to the solutions being put on....big mistake!!! What I saw did not look like a healthy cervix at all. I googled it (i know!!!!) & saw pics of healthy cervix & mine looked bad. Very bad.
I now am sure it's "c" & i can't stop crying & shaking. Feel sick in the pit of my stomach.
Has anyone else looked at the screen during the exam & seen a ghastly looking thing?
I have other symptoms & now putting it all together.
I had serious bleeding after sex 3 years ago...was told numerous times I had an erosion & got sent to a gynae lady. She gave me cryotherapy (freezing) & the bleeding stopped. I had had a smear done 14 months before this , which was clear. However I always wondered if it could've been something more, like CC-but put it to the back of my mind as the bleeding stopped after the treatment. I discussed this with the colp clinic & GP & found out that the gynae never did a smear prior to this cryotherapy...just requested my previous smear results. So now i'm bricking it...as i've seen on some posts on here that smears have missed some peoples CC. So maybe the bleeding was CC & i've now had it for the past 3 years.
I've had no bleeding since then..apart from some at the start of my last pregnancy.
So with a ghastly looking cervix & previous cryotherapy & I am now convinced I have CC & can't stop crying.
Seriously don't know what to do...have to stay together for my 2 lil daughters