Hi again ladies,
I am nearly 5 weeks post treatment for adenosquamous stage 2 cc. I have been feeling ok, although had the ususal fears about treatment not working etc. The nearer it gets to my check up at the end of the month the more scared I am getting:(
Had my app with my nurse specialist last week and that was good. She kind of put things into perspective for me. Someone I know passed away from breast cancer the day before my app so I was a wreck when I went to see her. I had it in my head that when I go for my check up my doc will say it's gone or there is nothing else we can do:( She said it's not as black and white as that.
I think my body is still settling down from all the treatment but any ache or pain sends me into a panic. I think I am not coping so well mentally with all of this. Just cant seem to be positive anymore when I was in the beginning.
Thanks for listening to me go on. My wee place for a rant. Be lost without it.