Again Thankyou everyone for your words of wisdom. I'm still very scared but it so helps to come here and read everyone's posts and stories and find out really good info.
You guys are all so great to be here and support others at such a horrible time.
The hospital made contact with me yesterday and I'm booked in to see them on Tuesday morning.
I'm rather HATING myself at the moment. To say the very least. Ive had abnormal smears in the past and they have always sent me away and said your fine come back in a years time. This happened 3 times in a row and I always left feeling confused but shrugged my shoulders and carried on.......... But then I didn't go back.
My last smear was 4 years ago. I had stupidly thought there's never a problem they always send me away each time after investergating.
Life got busy, single mum working full time and also playing a haggard wench on the Hobbit movie. Life revoled around raising my teenage girls and then moving house and starting a new job in another part of the country. And meeting a new and wonderful man.
However, it would pop in my mind that I should go and get checked but I was always too busy or made up some dumb excuse. So very lame.
My cycle has always been bang on 28 days, average to light, no cramps. No spotting, no nothing. Until my last period, 2 weeks ago. 3 days was normal and then for a day and a half, holy hell I was so heavy. So I finally took myself off for a smear. I'm thankful I 've gone now but SO now kicking myself for being such an utter dickhead for not going so much sooner that I've now put myself in a far worse position. :(