hello everyone - I first was on here back in 2011 when I had CIN3 and was positive for HPV16 - I had a LLETZ (spelling?) and then was meant to be on annual smear tests for the next nine years.
everything was ok until just recently when I had my yearly test (I'd actually asked them to bring it forward - it shouldn't be til the end of July - as I was experiencing bleeding) and then last Thursday evening my GP phoned to let me know that the results have come back as ''atypical cells of indeterminate significance' or something?
so I am now waiting to get an appointment for the Colposcopy clinic and to get back on their books again :(
I've been wondering if it would be ok to ask for a sedative when I go for my colposcopy this time - I know it's very wimpish but I cried the whole way through my first one and I really am dreading it all again.
Also would a hysterectomy be an option for me? I am 42 and am not going to have children and if this thing is going to keep coming back then I would rather just have it all taken away - would this be possible? or will they think I am foolish for asking?
I'm so stressed and scared right now :(