Hi everyone I’m new to this site so just to introduce myself. I’m 26 I live with my partner and our daughter. My partner is ill he has ME so as you can imagine we already have a lot to deal with. I had my first smear october last year. It came back with serve dyskaryosis and so I was called in to have a colposcopy the results came back and I under went my treatment. I have had stage 1b1 I had a cone biopsy and trachelectomy and lymph nods have been tested and are clear. My results came back with clear margins and have been told I will have regular checks etc to keep on eye on me.
Everyone around me is jumping for joy and are over the moon with my results as am I but i can’t seem to be positive about it all. Everyone seems to expect me to carry on like before like nothing haa happened. But how do you move on all I think about is the fact that I had cancer and so have an increased risk of getting it again and worry that they may have missed it something.
I feel so silly I should be shouting from the roof tops and celebrating but I can’t.
Will these feelings go away or do you just need to learn to live with them.