I had my colposcopy just over a week ago after it was discovered that i had high risk hpv and 'borderline changes' it said. Just had another letter from the consultant sayig that he expects the results to be at least high CIN now!!, i have been feeling quite shocked and very upset today. I have already got depression....now i feel flat on the floor , what is likely to happen next?. They did mention me returning for treatment or an operation but they were very vague. Just waiting for the biopsy results now. I have also stopped smoking. All of this stress and i feel so worried, then other days i am more positive. I know that nobody has the answers but some advice and support would be appreciated. Thanks.