Got the dreaded call this morning I have cancer, I couldnt react as my 15 year old daughter was in the room, she doesnt know and I cant tell her. Have an appointment to see a consultant tom, im waiting for an MRI scan and a chest x-ray. Im so desperate to start treatment the waiting is the worst thing, the thing is I dont feel unwell, although the tops of my legs are a bit sore, apparently another symptom of this pesky illness. They say that my cervix was still soft when they examined it after the colposcopy which is a good sign, but I dont really know what to think, I am trying to stay optimistic blooming hard though.
Anyway wanted to say hi xxx