don't really know why I'm posting the same thing again I guess it gives me comfort knowing I'm not alone feeling,worrying,waiting,thinking,guessing!!! Then there's the what ifs and then come fright!
I went for the colposcopy thinking nothing would be found because my last smear was normal yet when the screen showed white patches I froze and began to cry! 4x biopsies have been taken and a week has passed waiting which is agonising for someone who suffers awful health anxiety to which I'm on medication for.
It it hurts still is this normal a week after???
ive had post coital bleeding on a few occasions and periods have been lasting longer and slight spotting! Pelvic pain also.
my history is
smear 2013 normal
2007 mild changes
what if? The last smear missed the changes
what if? All these symptoms are advanced cc
what if? The changes are further up the canal and so my smears have missed it
what if I will die!