Hate waiting

I have been told I have squamous cell cininoma cin3 I have an inturnal booked for the 23 march and waiting for a app for a MRI scan just hope it comes soon as this waiting is stressing me out hopefully thay might have an clue to wa stage I am after internal the nurse said she thinks it's early but I keep thinking the worst hate all this waiting around just want to no what treatment I need and stuff :(:( x

Firstly, big hug and sorry you're going through this.

I understand the waiting and the fear. I have CIN 3 myself and the worry and "what if's" are as annoying as all heck.

What is an internal? Is that the Colposcopy? I'm sorry I'm new here myself.

I hope you hear back soon and it puts your mind at rest. xx