im feeling so worried at the moment.
Went for my first smear test two weeks ago (im 33 now regret SO much leaving it this long). The test was ok but I bled a bit, the nurse said as it's my first one she would expect some bleeding and she didn't see anything that worried her but not to be concerned if it comes back inadequate or Im called for a colposcopy.
A week later I had a letter from the doc, the nurse had popped into ask her advice on the bleeding and she would like me to go in so the doc can just check it looks normal.
I had my appt with the doc last Friday and it bled a little again (not as much as the smear test) and the doc said my cervix looks very frazzled but she can't see anything making her overly worried but she would like me to have a colposcopy just to double check. She said its most likely cervical erosion, i asked about cancer she said because i have no symptoms like leading after sex, abnormal bleeding in between periods it is unlikely to be that.
i am so scared through, I am waiting for my colopscopy and just constantly googling other people's experiences. I feel so stupid for not having a smear before I'm now sure it's cancer and it's spread to other places.
i have been on the pill since I was 18, the doc said that could also be the reason for it looking frazzled.
ive only had 3 sexual partners (two between 19-23) and one since 30, dont know if that reduces the risk at all?
I really hope someone can give some calming advice as everyday waiting I feel worse.
i don't have my smear test results back yet.