Hi, I was told by my GP that my smear showed CGIN however I have had my colposcopy and it turns out my GP made a mistake and the lab did not say I have CGIN but it was something to treat the same grade as that as they didnt know what it was. Had my colposcopy and the doctor said I have an area of cells on my cervix (not in glands) that are so highly unusual that he doesn't know what they are and he has over 30 years experience.
I did ask him twice if he thought they looked like cancer and he said he didn't think they did! Was so relieved! However, he has asked the lab to process my biopsy urgently within 2 weeks so he must think it could be serious? My mind is now racing that it is a rare cancer or some other horrible disease?!! But can't think of one worse than cancer? I wish I could shut off my brain!!
It seems i'm in a rare and strange position so I don't expect anyone to reply to me but i needed to write it down and get it off my chest!
Thanks ladies xx