just wanted to post a positive update on my story, as im sure a lot of people like me googled and searched for positive outcomes in the darkest of times. Just received the results of my 6 month follow up colposcopy and smear and received normal results with no evidence of hpv (after lletz treatment for possible cgin cells, but diagnosed in biopsy as cin 1, 2 and 3). Feeling numb but I'm hoping will soon sink in :)
Best of luck to all the ladies on here you are amazing and without you all I would have felt so alone! Now to do something positive and register to be trained on the phonelines to support others.