Soooooo i bought a speculum online and took a picture of my cervix this morning, i just had to see what was going on in there!!!
Well it bled :(
As i've said in previous post, when i did a self examination, it felt normal on one side and lumpy the other. There is definitely some sort of mass on the left side of the opening. It covers about 2/3 of that side and looks cauliflowery as in its raised and ridgy, its a pinky/purply colour. There is also a lot of fluid coming from the opening streaked with blood :(
Really wish i could show someone right now!!