am having a very frightened evening, going into hospital tomorrow for lletz having had colposcopy back in feb. I fainted and was quite nauseaus at the colposcopy so they are putting me under GA for the treatment.
Am really not coping well tonight, just so worried that bad things will be found, I'm a single parent, although my daughter is 18, so course she is worried, Im trying to hide my fesr from her. She is at college but coming back tomorrow, I don't really have any family support, just a distant brother. A friend is taking me tomorrow and if im let out after will collect me (they said bring an overnight bag tho just in case, the op is scheduled for afternoon so they said they will keep me in if necessary, if i'm not okay afterwards or if op runs late) but I've found lots of friends really unsupportive and dismissive like its just a little thing.
just so worrying the waiting :(