I have my colposcopy tomorrow and I don't know why but I am feeling really nervous and anxious even though this will be my third time there :-( I think it's because I don't know whether they will decide tomorrow to give me treatment as I have had CIN1 last year and again this year and my body hasn't cleared the HPV. I think it is the fear of the unknown. In some ways I would like treatment rather than being in this cycle of CIN1 and wait and see each time but in other ways I don't want it and hope that my body will clear the HPV and the cells will return to normal. For some reason I am quite emotional this time and no idea why as some of you ladies are going through far worse.
Also, last time I found the punch biopsies really painful :-( does anyone have any advice for having punch biopsies done?
Sorry for babbling but it makes me feel a bit better writing it down and reading other people's experiences.
Jan 13 - borderline with HPV
Feb 13 - colposcopy - no treatment
Feb 14 - mild dyskaryosis with HPV
Mar 14 - colposcopy - CIN1 with HPV
Feb 15 - mild dyskaryosis with HPV
17 Mar 15 - colposcopy booked