On Friday I got the results that my lymph nodes are all clear and I’m over the moon.
It’s been 5 weeks since my radical hysterectomy and I’m doing well with recovery but my family keep telling me I need to just get back to normal but I don’t know what normal is anymore.
They have been constantly telling me that it’s over now and I need to get back to my routine.
My partner has taken a lot of time off work to look after me and our two children but they keep pushing for him to go back. I don’t feel I’m ready to deal with day to day things on my own yet.
On Friday I tried to do the school run to pick up my son but even through its only a 15 min walk there and 15 min back I was in so much pain.
Then there is my emotional state. I seem to cry for no reason but they told me it’s just all in my head and if I just get back to it ill be fine.
I’m starting to feel im over exaggerating things but everything went so fast I haven’t had time to stop and process what happened.