I am rather selfishly looking for a bit of sympathy and hopefully some good news 'been there, done that' stories. As you will see from my footer, 6 months ago I had LLETZ for CIN3 (blooming great Christmas that was...). I have just recieved my follow up smear results and I am high grade again! My smear was at the GP as I had been discharged from the gynae unit (I assumed this meant clear margins and not hopefully not too much to be concerned about)
Anyway I am now totally freaking out. In all honesty I expected I might have some changes, or HPV, and need a colposcopy, but high freaking grade? After 6 months? How is that even possible?
At the time of my first colposcopy I was really worried as I had some worrying symptoms, and was so relieved that it was not worse than CIN3, but always felt like I got off lightly and there was worse news to come. So now I am really freaking thinking that perhaps there was more all along, and they just haven't found it yet? Has this ever happened to anyone? Will this nightmare ever end? Gahhhhhhh
Please cheer me up and stop me going insane, thank you x x