Follow up smear anxiety

I have been on this site for 8 months and found it so reassuring. I had a smear test that revealed mild changes that actually turned out to be cgin so I had a lletz which removed all of the cells successfully. I now have my follow up smear next week and I am now so anxious again and feel like that big cloud is looming again :disappointed: does anyone have any positive stories after their 6 month follow up appointment to give me some light at the end of the tunnel,I feel this saga is never ending