Focal high-grade CIN. :(

Hi everyone,

I had my colposcopy results recently and I was diagnosed with mild dyskaryosis with focal high-grade CIN. I guess high-grade CIN means CIN3 and I am absolutely speechless as I have become sexually active not even two years ago (in January 2015) and I am really surprised that my infection with HPV could have had this effect on my body so quickly. I was referred for LLETZ on 12th of October but digging this forum I can see many people didn’t have the results they wished for after having LLETZ so I feel really hopeless.

I try to put on a brave face but I end up sobbing now and then. Does anyone has been diagnosed with the same thing or knows what is this FOCAL thing?

Thanks very much for your help,