Im terrified i tried to have a smear when i was 23 and ended up feeling humiliated by the nurse at my gps in the reception area infront of other patients i was blatently told no chance and for what reason do i feel i need one at my age....so much for caring proffesionals ey
i know and knew something wasnt right im 27 now i avoided going for my smear when i was invited because i knew it would be abnormal and i was scared im an idiot.
I dragged myself at to a clinic iv avoided my gp surgery ever since i was supposed to change gps but im always so busy with work kids etc,
I saw a wonderful doctor in a clinic 2 weeks ago, she did my smear and i told her about my stomach issue and recent bladder issues she checked both there was no prolapse etc
I have my results back i got them yesterday when i arrived home from work high grade abnormalities. Now i am terrified because i have felt for such a very long time that something wasnt quite right, i have a terrible feeling that my colposcopy is going to reveal something bad.
I have three little boys and im convinced that somethings really wrong.
Doesnt help that i work in the funeral industry and see death everyday either
How long does it take to tell you anything from the colposcopy ? could actual cancer be picked up on a smear ? if it was would they tell you ?